it is just a phase, it is going to go away soon…

I feel like I’m fighting with some inner demons.

I have made about $1800 since I started working 4 months ago. As of December 18, I had to pay $1500 for tuition. Now I am down to $300, which is going to be used for books and other fees.

It is sad to know that 4 months worth of work had just vanish with a click of a mouse.

And then this process will repeat itself for spring quarter.

I wish I can let myself rely on my parents to help pay for school. But I can’t. I know they don’t have the financial mean to support my schooling. And I don’t want them to make anymore sacrifices.

A lot of things has been bugging my brain lately.

yeah