6 a.m.

Yup. It is 6 a.m. up here in Seattle as you can see. I have been awake since 5 a.m. I’m so tired since I only got 1-2 hours of sleep yesterday due to my poster dilemma. But right now my mind is so restless just thinking about useless things that bothers me.

My last week in Seattle was suppose to be fun but it seems to start off badly. Now with only 2.5 days left I am going to work hard to enjoy it or else I am going to regret it because I am already regretting a ton of things this summer.

EDIT: Whatever happened to good things happening to good people?

I’m so exhausted now. Being upset is making me even more exhausted than I already am.

EDIT #2: I am relieved that I offically ended things with Kevin last night. I should have done it sooner because it wasn’t going anywhere according to him (”clashing personalities”), and I hate feeling that he is only using me, that he is toying with the fact that I liked him and that he is messing around with other people. I just don’t want to deal with all those negative feelings anymore. I don’t know, I can’t think properly. I am just stressed out right now.

One Response to “6 a.m.”

1. Khoa Says:
   August 13th, 2008 at 2:35 pm

   Now will you trust me?

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