I think I have a bad case of the cold. I just feel so crappy today and my chest hurts from coughing so much. :[

I hate how I am struggling so much to gain weight in college. It is not fair. Why can’t people who want to lose weight lose them and those who want to gain weight gain them?

It suddenly hits me last night that I’m going to be starting school soon! I hate staying home doing nothing but at the same time there is A LOT of things I need to do still.

My dad has been nagging me to start packing because honestly I haven’t done it yet. There is so much school shopping to do and yet I can’t do any of it because I am BROKE! I haven’t even started school, yet I am already a “brokeass college student” lol.

Despite all of that, I’m still excited to start which probably explains why the fish in my head have been so restless lately lol. :]

I wish I can turn back time and go back to July 4th. The fireworks were just MAGNIFICENT! I rather do that than just sit in my room thinking about what I am suppose to pack. lol.

Man, I’m starting to get those feelings again. The kind that I started to feel after graduation. I can’t describes it but it is a mixture of anticipation, loneliness and  a bit of melancholy. Maybe I’m feeling this way because school haven’t started for me yet and all of my friends are gone. I woke up at 4 am this morning to call Gary wishing him a safe flight and a great school year. Man, I miss people.

I started to look at graduation pictures tonight and MAN I WANT TO GO BACK TO GRADUATION! It felt like a month ago that I graduated. That is CRAZY!

But this is a nice flower to look at. The color is so VIBRANT! I need to find the name of this flower. When I saw it in seattle I HAD to take a pic of it so when I go to the nursery or florist I have a picture to show the worker what I want. :]

I find it rather funny how I have several of posts that are still in draft forms but never published due to my laziness.

but I am finally making some use of my weekends here in seattle.